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Thursday 22nd July 2004
I started with the shits last night at about 12:00pm
and spent most of the night on the toilet. These
lasted all day, I even managed to shit myself on
the way home in the hospital transport. These symptoms,
they tell me are nothing to do with my treatment.
They weighed me and it seems I have lost 1.5 stone
since my neck operation. They tell me I need to
eat. Saying that is ok, but I just can't!
I have now started to be sick as well as having
the shits. I am really depressed now and don't know
where or what to do about it. I have only had three
treatments and have 20 left to go. So I don't know
if I will be strong enough to last that long. Really
thinking of ending it now. I would just like to
go to sleep and not wake up. Maybe I chose the wrong
path at the start when I had the chance not to have
any treatment at all.
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